its sad that this has to be my update since whenever, but:

im tired of doing everyone's work for them
im tired of being constantly busy
im sorry that im smarter than the moron students in my class and get chastised by some teachers for it
im sorry that i devote way more than i should toward stuff to improve ppu and its image
im sorry that i try too hard to make thing work out
im pissed that i get no gain out of anything relational wise
and im so fucking tired of getting the short end of everything

so here is me saying fuck you to everyone that ive covered your asses for, was overly nice to and saw nothing in return, and to the teachers that are morons. i quit. if you are an asshole to me and think you will even use me for your merit, then go fuck yourself. i will no longer pull your ass out of the hole when you have fucked yourselves over and i will no longer cover your ass when you dont get your own shit done. im tired of trying to hard and knowing that i am not going to see any return for it.